Well I have not written in a while so I figured it is time :)
I have been having some interesting times as of late. I am going through what is called a Healing Crisis.
In case you are not familiar it is described as such :
"A healing crisis is when symptoms from diseases and toxins that are released during a detoxification process manifest themselves. Also known as "Herxheimer Reaction", a healing crisis occurs when toxins stored in the body are released at a faster rate than can be properly eliminated. The more toxic one's body is, the more severe the detoxification and the more intense the reaction."
So I have been a little off for a few days but I know that this is a great sign that I am ridding myself of any old ways and toxins.. No worries.. I am not dying.... :) I am just well.... healing :)
So today I went to get my hair cut and brows waxed (thought it would be nice to "feel like a woman"). The girl that did my brows was someone I went to quite some time ago.. I almost wasn't going to mention that I have Cancer.. afterall I think to myself "do I really want to keep telling people therefore reinforcing and giving energy to the one thing I am trying to cure myself of.. hmmmm", So I decided to tell her anyways.. It is very hard when someone asks you "so how was your weekend?" without the words "well there is this cancer thing.." that pops in my mind.. I guess unless you experienced it you wouldn't truly know... :)
So I said (not verbatum) " Yah I know you will think this is nuts but I have cervical cancer and I have decided not to do conventional medicine but try the Holistic route...and she says..and I quote "What? Why would I think this is nuts (you would have had to see the genuine look about her to really get the amazing factor of this), I totally believe in that"...
And there you have it..the first ray of sunshine on my gloomy day.
That woman was put in my day for a reason..Now as most people are aware I believe firmly that there are NO and I mean NO coincidences! I walked into the Salon (not even planning this as part of my day) and then not knowing who I would get to do my brows...hmph... Life is good..
I am grateful to witness such miracles throughout my day.. Are you asking "Why is this such a big deal?:.. Maybe you aren't..but just in case you are... When I tell people I am coming down with a bug (healing crisis) they assume I am going to croak..or its because of the cancer..Pulleeeeease!! :) When I tell most people my healing plan- they nod and have this look on their face like " WHAT?? Is she nuts..OMG shes going to kill herself... other people have done tradtional treatment and been just fine"..... But that is ok.. I understand by the way why most are skeptical.. I just need to make sure the close group around me are believers!! I cannot subject myself to the fearful and worrisome energies.. Does that make sense?
I need every little drop of certainty I can get in my life.. when you doubt my choice and me- it puts little seeds of fear around me.. That is not going to help now is it? But do you know what will? Pure Love and Belief..
So I hope this did not come across as a lecture...this is a blog afterall and well I do feel better after writing this :)
So to recap:
- Amazing people come into our lives (every day) if we choose to witness and capture the miracle.
- Worrying about someone is the most wasteful energy you could use and send towards someone- it is worrying about something that has not happened and we all know that is silly..
- A healing criis is a good thing even though you see the word CRISIS... a health crisis however is NOT a good thing!
- Believing in and Loving someone you know with Cancer or something similar is the best thing you can do for them!!!
PS Shout out to TRISH for making my afternoon after the brow/haircut by going to lunch with me.. I needed that Babe.. Thanks.. xoxoxo
Love and Blessings,
Andrea
