Home is where the Heart is

So its been a while! Sorry about that!!! Its been a little crazy around these parts :)
I hope everyone is doing well.

So Grace and I went to Ohio to visit friends and family end of May for a week.  Once we got there I felt the love -and it felt good.. I dont even mean from talking to anyone..I felt the energy..Oh yes I did!
Something was telling me this was where I should be for now.
So I enjoyed my trip- it felt different this time than any other time... Grace enjoyed her grandmas and family/friends as did I!
I did not get to see as many as I wanted but I cant pack that much into one trip. :)
So towards the end of the tip it became very clear to me..We needed to move back.
Things had been sort of crumbling around us Georgia- finances etc..all things pointing us to a new start in Ohio.
Besides considering doing some conventional treatment- I knew if I do that I need to around my support group.
I brought my strength back to Georgia - but it soon started to dwindle the longer I was here.
It was as if the reality of everything was setting in.. Stressing over how we would be able to live and where in Ohio-what treatment to do if any, etc..etc..
Fast forward..its now July 8th 2010. Grace and I are staying with mom and John- Cary is staying at his moms. Every few days I pack up and we stay with Cary and his mom.. So being a gypsie has not been easy lately but I am grateful to have a roof over our heads :) (our 2 wonderful feline children are staying at my grandmas until we find a place).
I have found myself needing alone time when I am not with Grace etc. I have yet to even see all of my wonderful friends but hoping they understand I must honour my heart in this time of my life. If my spirit tells me to spend time in nature or alone - I am listening.
I went to my first free yoga session at the Gathering Place in Westlake. It was nice.. It really is inspiring that all of the wonderful people who work and teach at this place do it voluntarily..they spend their time working and not getting paid! Thats so amazing to me.  If you are wondering the Gathering place is a nonprofit organization for cancer patients and their families and friends affected by it.   I am also getting Reiki next week..again for free! Which really is great considering our finances are nill right now (Cary is starting some work next week). The Gathering Place also has a fantastic library section _ I got a little carried away and borrowed so far like 6 books..But there are sooo many great ones there :)

Medical update:
I am waiting for the referral process with Kaiser to see a doctor at the Cleveland Clinic. I went back and forth on which doctor to go to. I initially went with one that I thought was supposed to be good but going back to my original gut feelings..I changed my mind. I decided to see the best of the best who has the worst bedside manner..or so I hear.
I still cannot say what route I am taking and that will be up to me and what I feel is right.
Something that was just told to me is to listen to my own heart on what to do...not worrying about what anyone else thinks...That is easier said than done.. I promise you!
My Faith has obviously strengthened as of late..Diagnosis of cancer will do that to a person :)
I am trusting in God to lead me in all the directions I need to go. My guides and angels have been looking out for me and leading me too. Its a good feeling knowing I am protected in bigger ways than I can even wrap my mind around.. Trusting in this is part of my journey with this and thats ok :)
I recently was led to a place called the Angel House (in Strongsville). I spoke with the owner, Carol who is just so nice. She mentioned starting a program for Autistic children (doing Reiki on them etc) and I begged to be a part of this. Something told me this is what I need to be a part of. I offered volunteering Reiki or even helping with anything clerical. I cant wait!!!

So thats pretty much it..we are currently scouting out for a place to live. Looking to rent in either Lakewood,brecksville,rocky river, strongsville,Berea (pretty open). Anyone know of any places? Preferring 3 bedrooms since Cary will be working out of home some of the time.

Thank you for following and praying..
Love and Light
Andrea